when i was young-er....

my life this far had been pretty much, interesting.......


first of all... my life seems to be nothing but a dream.....

looking back to what i have done in previous years, i can't recall anything, except for a dreamy path....

i can't see clearly, nor i can feel the joy i once felt, nor i can remember the familiar face i once see everyday....


for the past years of my life, i had tons of laughter...

we had a series of non sense pranks, played on each other for what's-so-ever reasons...

though i had forgotten what were the jokes that we had made, but i can never shed the images of us laughing so hard that we had tears in our eyes.......


along the way, i managed to pick up a lot of new found friends, and together, we endured this unknown journey, where as we move on, we were tested how bonded we are, and to what extend we can put our trust on each other.....

i gained new ones, lost old ones....

i was rescued and blessed, i was back-stabbed and wounded as well......

i met weirdos, i met smart asses, i met bitches, i met holy people, i met two-faced fuckers, i met nerds, i met the most beautiful soul on earth, i met lucky freaks, i met cock suckers.....

i met and mixed with all sorts people who had changed my perspective towards life...and make me sentimental and appreciate everything around me...and turn me, into who i am today...


i was loved, but was too blind to experience and enjoy it; in fact i just ignored and let it go away.....

love, came to me in the form of friendship, in the form of family love, in the form of help from an anonymous, in the form of a simple smile on someone;s face.....

i love to love someone, and i love being loved by someone at the same time.....

they say love is blind, and i am certainly sure it is, as i have yet to see love.....

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DREAM, SMILE, LOVE...... all these, i experienced before with a bunch of people, once unknown to me, but i know EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE ALRIGHT when i was with them....




we fought together, we argued among ourselves, we've been through hell together, we suffer the scoldings together.......

we were juniors, then we were seniors....

5 years... (though for me it's lesser...) ; 5 years is indeed, a very long time....

with a help of a friend, i'm hoping to meet them once again.....



once again before i depart....



gosh, i feel so sentimental right now.....

can't help it, cuz after a long phone conversation with my best pal, those memories that i thought had once forgotten, came flowing back into my mind......

they were like a melody, which i haven't heard in a long time....