the winner is....

i am a kiasu person

maybe it's because of my heredity, or i am just a jealous person

i can't accept when other people have advantages over me

i hate it when people get the credit when i put in more effort than them

i do not like the feeling of being a loser

my kiasu-ism often led me to the most negative thoughts

i often think that it's the end of the world when i do not get something accomplished

but then sometimes, i wonder what makes a winner in this world

is it the richest person?

is it the healthiest person?

is it the most famous person?

is it the most admirable person?

i see people fight, struggle, compare, insult, and even kill to be the so called 'winner'

but yet, what defines a winner in this world?

i am the winner in my own world, who cares about the reality? x)

i need not be rich, i need not be famous, i need not be the best that people expect of me

cuz i am already a winner in my own world

as if (touchwood) i were to die soon, at least i know i tried my best to live my life to the fullest, and i still am...

just a random thought that suddenly hits me after attending the Asian Business Society's call out meeting; oh man, this is a harsh, competitive world we are living in out there; and it's getting tougher every minute...