kurik kundi....

My uni will organize the first ever international cultural event, known as the IU World Fare this coming thursday....

and it is so called the biggest event on campus (for international students, that is....)...

the main prize up for grab is 400 USD, and for our Malaysian Student Association who is just about to regain it's previous glory, we NEED THE MONEY...

and so we made an effort, (or at least DISCUSSED) on the ways to win that money....

but of course, there will always be politics involved when it comes to this kind of organizing events....

cuz there is people with authority in the association who knows how to SPEAK, but does not even bother to take any action; and we even have people who had taken the action to work something out, but does not have the power to SPEAK, or was unappreciated....

though i am very tu-lan about this, i do what i am suppose to do... (end of my story)

and one way for me to contribute for the IU WORLD FARE is by dancing....

YES, people....I DANCE!






my job is to dance, your job is to find out which one is me, and comment.. =)

class registration

it's not even 3 quarters into my first semester here in IU, yet, i already have to register for my classes next semester....

i had an appointment with my adviser almost a month ago to discuss what subjects to take next semester, and in the one month period, i had visited 3 other advisers to figure out what other subject to take in order to max up my credit hours.....

and my friend's friend told my friend that this subject is pretty interesting, and she told her other friends, whose friend's friend told my other friend's friends, in which one of them is a friend of my friend's friend, who in turn told my friend's friend's friends, who then told their friends, and end up my other, other friend who told me about this particular course....
(i just made that up to make u guys confuse... lol)

anyway...

and so, other than my suicidal 14 credits business classes, i am taking this extra non-business class....

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cool huh? i'm sooo gonna love this subject, not because i am a pervert, but as a stress reliever from my suicidal business classes.....

and another reason is because.....

my friend's friend told her that her other friends' whose friend has taken this subject before told his other bunch of friends, who is somehow my friends' friend's friend, but that friend did not told my friend's friend, but instead told his other best friend's girlfriend, who is at the same time seeing another guy friend, who turn out to be in love with another guy friend of my friend's friends' friend.....
(and yes, i made that up again... hahahha)

aannnnyywayyyy,

my REAL friend told me that this subject is a sure A..... =)

halloween!!!!

my mind says: "it's halloween, let's dress up and go celebrate! =)"

my conscience says: "mang siao, what you're going to dress up as? u don't have a costume, and u'll just end up looking like a fool..."

my geeky-ness says: "ier, i wanna go out, but.. but...tomolo got class.... "

my optimistic-ness says: "well, u'll still be here the next halloween, and by then u will have the money and confidence to dress up, so it's ok if u miss this one..."

my laziness says: "it's freaking cold out there, i just wanna stay in my warm room and SLEEP...zzzzz"

my feelings say: "i am sooooo gonna *ehem* party tonight!"

my curiousness says: "herm, i wonder how's the halloween celebration is like in the states; to what extreme will the americans dress up? hhheeerrrmmmm.... i wonder, i ponder....."

my-self say: "SEE FIRST LLLLLLAAAAAA...."

WHICH ONE DO I LISTEN TO?

= S

and owh, happy bday bro.... =)

报应...

报应，你到底存不存在？

回想以往的日子，我不仅逼我自己去想，我到底曾经做错了什么事，才会有这么样的报应？

或许不是我的今身，而是我前世的过错。。。

在我模摸糊糊看到的日子是多么的完美，但现实却总是跟我做对，从未放过我。。。

我妈教我做人要自足，要感恩；但人怎样都会有一定的限度。。。

尤其是当看见起他人的生活比自己更加充满欢乐，充满幸福，我更加狠发生在自己与家人身上的报应。。。

也或许，这是个考验，而并不是什么所谓的报应。。。

因为我知道，若我成功渡过这抱应。。。

我就会更成熟，更坚强，更独立，更懂事，更醒目。。。

那时候，我就能骄傲地扁视你们这些烂小人，你们这些屈若的小孩子，你们这些自以为是小冬瓜。。。

也在那时候，我会是个成功的女强人。。。

但先在，我唯有坚持到底，好好期待那时候的来临。。。

我期待，我期望，我期许

i believe
=)

p/s: 我不知道"期许"这个字是否存不存在，这是'某某人'的好介绍

(it's such a pain in the ass to write in mandarin... >.< )

i am legal..

in Malaysia that is... =)

it suddenly struck me on how far i have come in my life....

i am officially 18 years old.

how was my celebration?

one word - GREAT =)
(sorry no pics, they were at my friends' camera...)

but here is how it happened:

just when i was thinking on where to invite my friends for dinner at night, i got this message:

Hi all,

As you guys know we will participating for the IU World's Fare Performance on Nov 8. As for now, here are the names of members who already confirmed to participate:

Dancers:
Amalina
Karimah
Jolin
Zuhaili
May
Narvin
*Najla' (undecided)

Bunga Manggar Holders: Ikrom

Our first practice will this evening at 7:15pm. I already booked a room at Hper. I doubt many people know the room, so we will be meeting at the Main Library (Lobby) - we will walk together to the HPER building.

I really encourage others who their names are not listed above (especially Najla') to participate for this performance. Or at least come this evening and give a try. I need AT LEAST 6 girls because I alredy choreographed a dance for at least 6 girls. We definitely need more guys!! If you feel not comfortable dancing, at least participate as Bunga Manggar Holder like Ikrom. Hope to see most of you this evening.

Truly, Amalina

and so, my plan to invite my friends for dinner was ruined. It was a good thing as a matter of fact, since i don't wanna spend money eating outside when i have piles of meal points for me to use.

so i went to the library 7.10pm (i'm punctual as usual), and at the same time, i was supposed to meet my other friend to pass her the book that i borrowed....

20 minutes later, with a very fake excuse on why my friend was late, i have a sense that there is something wrong (i saw amalina walking around with boxes of pizza)....

then the moment of truth: they asked me down to the cafe, and THEY THREW A SURPRISE PARTY FOR ME! =D

the whole night was just great, cuz i never thought my birthday would be anything like this. I kinda predicted my birthday will suck this year (i'm away from home and friends and stuffs...) so i had a huge party last year, in order to compensate my predicted-to-suck birthday this year....

but instead, i had a great, unforgettable 18th birthday! =D

thanks guys!!! love u guys so much! =)

one of the boxes of cheesecakes!! =D

and believe it or not, my umbrella, as my birthday present (i bought it since it's been raining like mad; it's so expensive that i dare not indulge myself in other things....>.<)

but of cuz, all good things come to an end....

after the what seems to be a fantasy birthday celebration, i was brought back reality with:

• homeworks
• assignments
• dance practices
• IU world fair preparation....

why can't good times last longer? xS

and so, i have been very busy lately......

sorry for not updating that often......

will definitely do so when i am free....

but at the meantime, enjoy this clip:

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and owh, remember the sex party?

now they are having a porn nation...

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA...

man, this is the real deal of America!!! lol..

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A SPECIAL DEDICATION

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! =D

and

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SIS! =D

falling.....

it's FALL babe!!

it gets really nice when all the leaves are turning red, yellow...


the whole campus just become, ah-so-beautiful...


but it is also a sign.....


a sign that WINTER is coming......

*shiver*

and damn.. i think the winter clothing that i brought here is so not enough.... :(

i have to get new ones, or i'm depending on the scarce hot pads that bro bought from japan....

it's not even officially winter yet, but.....

CCCOOOOOOLLLLLLDDDDD!!!!!

and owh, it's homecoming weekend.... =)


it's suppose to be very happening, with football games and tailgatings......


but due to the weather and the workloads, the only place i can lepak, is not other than my room.... x'(

and it's already week 9 coming up.....

TIME PASSES FREAKINGLY FAST MAN! >.<

owh, and ah, my bday is just another 2 days away.....

wheeeee.....

addiction....

i think i am addicted....

i know i am not suppose to be hooked on this...

but i just can't help it...

the temptation is too strong...

i just, can't break away from it...

my parents will be so disappointed to find out about my addiction...

they worked so hard to send me here to study...

but i am hooked on this addiction....

world.....

i am addicted to ebay

hahha, what were u thinking? that i turned into a junkie? an alcoholic? or nicotine addict?

but don;t worry, even though i am addicted to ebay, it was just a mild addiction....

i am over it already...

at least for now... x)

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after waiting for what seems forever, i finally received my package... =)

*anxiously rip off the package*

-ta-dah!-
wwwwwweeeeeeeeeee =)

the reasons why i *HEART* ebay so much:

• i am an underage = i have no debit/credit card; ebay lets me buy stuffs thru paypal, where basically i just need my bank account....
• the stuffs are so cheap (well it depends on luck); i paid $17.42 for my jansport bag, shipping fees included; while the actual price, as you can see is $24.99, which doesn't include sales tax yet....
• i just like the rush of adrenaline when someone outbid you (but it hurts when they bid so much higher that they burst your bubble... =C )

i was looking for more stuffs on ebay, such as:

1. prada wallet
2. thumb drive
3. accessories
4. (if i am rich enough) everything on ebay...

but don't worry, i do know how to control myself...

i'll just buy what i need; cuz i'm still as kiam siap as usual....

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i am taking this 1-credit class, where it is a discussion class that everyone who stays in my dorm has to sign up...

it's an 8 weeks class, and we were supposed to interact with different people from different parts of the world who is staying in my dorm (the international dorm)....

but most of the time, we talked about britney spears and the superman dance rather any cultural-related issues...

and we have to make this poster about ourselves......

it was due on my suicidal week, where i have tons of exams ahead...

so i just don;t give a damn, and simply paste some black and white pics on it, and crap whole lot of nonsense.....

in process....

layout

final piece

just when i thought i could get myself into deep trouble for printing all the pics in black and white..

it seems like everyone else printed their pics black and white too after all... -_-"

but wwwaatteevveerr, i am just glad that it is over... =)

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it's is now week 2 that i am staying alone....

and while studying in my room last week, the janitor is kind enough to drop by, and unbunked my bed...

and this is how my room looks like now...

this, is what i call my home now..... =D

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last but not least....

honey, i think i shrunk my clothes...... T__T

they are getting smaller and smaller, my pants are getting tighter.....

and my friend said:

"don't blame it on your clothes, you're gaining weight"

*speechless*

what's in your brain?

somehow, my bro has got everyone curious about what connection does their name and their head share...

even my mom is curious about it...

and so here goes...



and though my sis never asked about it YET, but just in case...



and bro, please do the interpretation please? =)

unemployed....

okay, i know i shud be studying, or at least finish up my assignment instead of sitting in front of the computer and blog....

but just to let ya'll know....

I DID NOT GET THE LIBRARY JOB!

x'(

lesson to be learnt: never lie about the fact that you were a librarian. if you were NOT a librarian, you'll not be able to fake it by any chance....

hahahhahaha....

yes, i did lied about me being a librarian in a high school that never exist 4-5 years ago.....
(which probably kinda explains why i did not get the job...)

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scene:
interviewer: "owh, so i see you written here, that u were a librarian in your high school; tell me more about it, what's your job, how do you handle the books..."

me: "...... *gulp* well, err, the library that i worked in was not as huge and organized as the library here at IU, -whole lot of crap talk-..."

interviewer:"no, no, it doesn;t matter how was your library's condition; can you please tell me your scope of duty?"

me: (holy crap) "errrr.... well..... i arrange the books.... errr.... -whole lot of shits ahead-"

interviewer: (staring at me, pause) "... ok ..."

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I WAS A PREFECT LAH...... not a boring librarian!

i thought i could pull it off, but apparently not; and so, there goes my possible income....

i wasn't sad about it, cuz it's quite expected...

but i think my parents will be a lil dissapointed.... lol

BUT no worry, there'll be a job fair kinda thing next week at the sports center; which i'll try my luck there....

in case that fails as well...


FINE, i'll just work at the cafeteria..... =x

brain autopsy....

if someone cut my head into half... this is what they will find...



hahhahhahaha......

try it urself at http://muryop.com/br/q.php

asian confusion...

this is our Asian pride, Jolin Tsai.....


while this, is Rihanna, the good girl gone bad....


owh wait... or was it the other way round???

(is it the latest trend, or they just run out of better ideas?)

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and so, i endured my suicidal week...

how were the tests? dun ask, i have no comments....

i'm just glad that it is over....

but then, there are more to come....

• Kelley Business school application due Nov 1
• K201 lecture exam on wed's NIGHT! (who the hell have exams at night??)
• Q100 poster due tuesday, and my poster is as white as heaven...
• Cause or effect rough draft due friday
• new term registration: meet with advisor

last but not least....

• GET A JOB!

cuz thanksgiving is coming, and everyone know thanksgiving=sales, sales=shopping, shopping=spending, spending=$$$$.....

i need to get a job... x_x

till then,
xoxo

p/s: selamat hari raya, i feel ur pain for those not being able to celebrate it with ur families back home... i was thinking how will it be when it's Chinese New Year time... 0.0

week 7..

time passes superbly fast, and i'm already going into the 7th week of my semester...


which leaves me 10 more weeks till winter break..... =)


and 4 more exam papers to endure this coming week.... x'(

MONDAY	TUESDAY	WEDNESDAY	THURSDAY	FRIDAY	SATURDAY	SUNDAY
-english autobiographical essay due	-philo test 1 review at 7pm	-Philo 250 symbolic logic test 1 - Sociology test 2 review	- Sociology 100 exam 2 -MSA meeting	-bus-k201 knowledge checks due	-M118 finite math mid-term exam 9-10.30am - bus-k201 practical exam 3.30-5.00pm

IT'S MIDTERM WEEK, babe!

and so, i'm gonna submerge myself into nothing else but books, computer (for homework, not for leisure k!!), and more books.....

>.<

wish me luck......

xoxo

it doesn't ends here....

i kicked her out.....

[how i wish it was literally... then i would have wear the toughest, biggest, roughest shoes available, aim it directly at her big fat ass, and kick it as if there is no tomorrow!!!! *muahahahahahhaha*]

hypothesis: i am a devil/ i hate her THAT much

conclusion: i hate her THAT much. (don't worry, i am still a sweet angel inside, hehehehe)

and so, she officially moved out...

if it wasn't the warning by the housing department that she will be fined if she doesn't move her big asses out by wednesday, i bet she would still be here, being a pig, and bragging about how sociable and capable she is and how nice her future room is (if it's so nice, why are you still here? herm...)

and after she left.... my room turned into paradise...





some say my room is empty, my room is blank, my room is spacious (in a very sarcastic way).....

but i, i call it art, and i call it TIDY!

compared to the hell that i had to put myself into for the past 2 months.....





dare you still not agree that my room is a paradise now?

Just when i thought all the drama should be over by now...

it doesn't.

I am still haunted.

i seriously pity the future resident

YOU RETARDED BASTARD!
DON'T YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HYGIENE?
u're sloppier than a pig! i rather live with pigs than you bitch!

there goes my appetite for lunch.... *wanting to puke*....

and i had been staying on top of the double decker bed ever since our beds were bunked together...

it's not the greatest thing sleeping on top...

just imagine the hassle to move up and down, just to take a nap, just to leave ur glasses on the table, just to switch off the alarm.....

i wanted to un-bunked it, but i know it will take some time, ( when i asked about it yesterday they say i can't unbunked it until i am confirmed that i will stay alone until the end of semester... but thank god the janitor is offering his help to un-bunked my bed later, which i don';t know when...)

and so i actually thought of sleeping on the bitch's bed, since it is more convenient.....

that is, until i found the half parita bread....

and this...

WHAT THE HELL?

yea, in my room....

on her bed... (i think so, they probably won;t climb all the way to my bed to have sex? but on second thought, it may be on the floor...)

*puke non stop...*

Clarification:

• i puke, not cuz i can't stand people having sex in my room or anything... (i'm in america, i had predicted it before-hand...)\

• i feel like puking when i think about the bitch doing it with her boyfriend.... (this is not a compliment, at all..)

if she was born, raised the american way since day 1, i would be fine about it....

she was here for just 10 years, she isn't even an american citizen!!

which, makes me look down on her even more....

slut!

but THANK GOD, it is over...

or it SHOULD be over...

and the day just got even more interesting, as i saw this posted the toilet door -

aaahhhh........

WELCOME TO AMERICA

xoxo

p/s: i'm so gonna vacuum the room a zillion times.... x'(

p/s 2: i sleep very, very well last night, =D

sloppy

sloppiness, noun

The state of being sloppy.

1727 BAILEY (vol. II), Slabbiness, Sloppiness, Fulness of Plashes. 1828-32 WEBSTER, Sloppiness, wetness of the earth; muddiness. 1862 C. M. YONGE C'tess Kate xii, The sloppiness of a grey November day. 1884 St. James's Gaz. 12 Jan. 6/2 The general sloppiness of the handling [in a painting]. 1928 [see animal-lover s.v. ANIMAL n. and a. C. 1]. 1939 A. THIRKELL Before Lunch vii. 187 It had also crossed her mind that Daphne liked young Mr Bond, but..Daphne was all against what she called sloppiness. 1960 [see SLOB n.¹ 3]. 1980 Maledicta Summer 157 Because of the sloppiness of most original references..I have spent many years tracking down complete bibliographical data.

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Ah, how will my life be without the good old dictionary?

If no one invented the dictionary, then i would not have found the word to describe my teman bilik yang amat menjijikkan.... (for security reasons i have to use our dear Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa, just translate it, then u'll get what i mean...)

anyway, back to my main point of today.....

i must confess, i am not the neatest person on the earth.....

but never ever in my life i would ever do this if i am staying with a roommate....

owh wait, even if i am staying on my own, my degree of disgusting-ness would never ever reach up to this point....

WARNING: DISGUSTING IMAGES AHEAD!

before i left for my Purdue trip, the god knows whatever freaking drink was left there.....

2 weeks later, back from my trip, moving on with my life, the fucking drink is still there!!!

and do look closely, you can see "stuffs" floating on top of the drink, which is OH MY GOD IT'S SO FREAKING GROSS!!

you will notice that the cup had shifted place; it wasn't on the tray before, (i will never touch the cup)... but it is on the tray now, which suggested that sloppi actually moved the cup before, but sloppi just doesn't bother to wash it at all....

AND if sloppi doesn't wash it in another week, i'll take a pic and show u how the "stuffs" are growing...

-NEXT-

it doesn't take a genius to figure what is this; yes, this is a teapot filled with tea leaves soaked in water....

we drink tea (tea leaves soaked in HOT water).... and we are suppose to throw away what was left (tea leaves soaked in water OVERNIGHT)....

but sloppi the genius decided to leave it there... and if "stuffs" decided to pay a visit to the tea leaves soaked in water, don't worry, i will snap a pic and update u guys!

-Moving On-

this, my dear readers, is a cup yogurt...

sounds delicious? keep reading... (stop eating if you decide to continue reading...)

it was THERE when i came back from class, and it is still THERE after...

• i went down to do my laundry...
• i went to get my lunch.....
• i went to the toilet for a zillion times....
• i went to collect my laundry....

the duration for me to do those were about 2-3 hours; and yes, the poor yogurt was left THERE all along...

this time, i cannot bear the thought of "stuffs" growing on the poor yogurt (cuz i love yogurt), not to mention the smell that is going to pollute my room later if "stuffs" grow on it....

and so i did a deed by putting it into the fridge.....

-ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT MORE?-

i think sloppi does live up to her name... look at her clothes....

are they clean or dirty? don't ask me, i'm not interested in finding out in whatever means...

ah, so what if my bed looks very grandma-ish??it is still it's way way way better than sloppy-ish!!!

thank god i'm sleeping at the top.. cuz look at the bottom of the bed....

THAT was just a glimpse, a peek-a-boo.....imagine what freaking stuffs i can find if i searched thoroughly... (NNNOOOO!!! *nightmare*)

sloppi's study table which she never used before, and yet still manage to make it this messy... *salute*

*drum rolls*
(the one on the right belonged to sloppi's, while the one on the left was mine....)

we both love to tah pau and eat in the room....

but unlike sloppi who just throw the paper plate like that, while i take the hassle covered it back with the plastic cover everytime before leaving in the trash bin...

and if it wasn't me who take out the trash at least once every 2 days, i bet the trash bin will fill with sloppi's shit....

*takes a deep breath*

this is how i had endured my life with sloppi for the past 6 weeks....

maybe sloppi desperately wants to show off/adapting her self on how an American dorm life should be like....

cuz she kept on annoyed me by:

• turning on the tv super loudly, and the tv is playing some stupid shows (grow up, sloppi)...
• leaving her stuffs all over the floor....
• talked as if everyone in the world was deaf....
  
• patronized me, as if i came from a jungle who doesn;t know anything (not that bad la, just that sloppi just loves to brag...)
• did i mentioned she loves to brag so much? (hah, i can't wait to see how successful u will be!!)
  

i shall not go any further.....

some of you may pity me of what i have to go thru, while some may say i'm wrong for bitching about sloppi....

but hey, this is my blog, and i bet you want more juices about the bitchy stories? (hehhehe, don;t lie..)

and it's better to blog it out, than keeping it inside me eh?

thanks to gin who has been listening to me whining for more than a week now, i really appreciate it... hehehhe...

and don't worry, i shall complaint no more, as sloppi will get out of my room, soon....

(yea right, soon...she was supposed to move out last wed, then she said she's gonna move out on weekends, where she went out town and only came back on sun evening; then she said monday, while today is already tuesday.... -_-")

i think i can participate Fear Factor and win the prize money, cuz hey, i stayed with sloppi with 2 months, remember?lol...




and by the way, i got my laundry done today! whee... i can't believe that completing a small task like this can make me better... =D

and as you can see why am i so happy about it, cuz just look at the pile of clothes that i accumulated since ice age...



and till the next time when i got something to write....

qiao! xoxo

cliffhanger thursday...

i hate to love and yet i love to hate american tv....

back in Malaysia, channel AXN and star world in Astro are my only window to American drama series....

that, is the past....

now, say hello the the 50+ channels that i get from cable tv, providing all the american shows that i ever want, or even dream to watch....



and perhaps today, 27th september 2007 is a good feng shui day for all the tv networks....

cuz every (almost) major networks are premiering their brand new seasons of shows today.....

it's worst enough to air the shows at the same day.....

THEY ARE AIRING IT AT THE SAME TIME AS WELL!!

the schedule goes like this......

8 pm
Ugly Betty (ABC)

omg omg, is betty's dad coming back to america; how about the relationship between betty and henry? is fey really dad? did alexis manage to save daniel??

9 pm
Grey's Anatomy (ABC)

Is burke really gone? will izzie and george will be together? who will be the next chief residence? grey's half sister is here? is she going to snatch mcdreamy away from meredith?


C.S.I:Crime Scene Investigation (CBS)

can Grissom's team manage to find sara on time? then will they get married after that? is there going to be another miniature killer???

The Office (NBC)

well, i never watch this before, so i dun really mind if i miss this....

10pm
Big Shots (ABC)

a brand new series, about top CEOs doing whatever it gets to stay on the top, the name alone, is attractive enough....

AND!!

if those are not enough, i am now hooked on Gossip Girls too....

you just can't get enough of Gossip Girls

i never read the book series before, but seems like everyone, as in EVERYONE is talking about it, and how can i ever miss out this series whom everyone is talking about???

So, apart of my formal homeworks.....

now i have extra "revisions" to do... *winks*

"ssshhhhh, i'm 'studying'....."

note: another bonus about watching american series, here in america is that....

THEY NEVER CENSORED ANYTHING!! =D

dun get me wrong here, i am not expecting *ehem* anything here, i'm just glad that i can watch the full length of the series...