Wednesday, October 15, 2008

the world thru my mind

it never occurs to me, the real definition of my blog title.

the world thru my mind. maybe i am being too rational.

it's time to change, to view the world thru your heart.

blame it on pms, i don't care. i am experiencing the most absurd fluctuation of feelings lately.

emo, they said.

probably. with exam barely over for a week, we are back to square one, picking up where we left, and hop hop off we go again.

how sad. other people are enjoying their fall break. i'm just asking you to take it slower.

bah, back to the hectic life. same old, same old.

but at the same time, i am having a fresh new perspective on human nature lately.

it amazes me how individuals, humans can be so different from one another.

how people can do some things, or even react in the most unimaginable way.

ah, fascinating.

i see how people can be so selfish, so introvert, so smart, so childish, so innocent, so cunning, so mature, so likable, so kind, so irritating, so mean, so shallow, so knowledgeable....

so amazing.

although i know everyone is different, it never occurred to me this way, and most of all, it never affects how i feel this much.

owh well, i guess all these 'emo' ness is my pms talking.

on a second thought, i am wondering what kind of person am i projecting to other people?

and most importantly, what kind of person do i want people to know me as?



any thoughts to share?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

erm you should ask big sis to clean your negative thoughts. lol.
dun look at me. i'm thinking the same thing.

ah moi said...

i am not having negative thoughts, first of all. it's a self reflection moment that suddenly struck me. i read ur blog about speaking up and standing firm on your point. my suggestion? just listen and process it in your deep thought. you'll be amazed on what your mind can come up with when u're calm and serene. :)